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Friday, February 27, 2009

- Goodbye -

My advanced diploma was officially end after the final paper, if no resit =.= * Praying*

AD done, means its time to move! It's abit late for me to say goodbye here, as i was thinking of my "goodbye " will only "official" on the day i move everything out from 128-5-4, sri pelangi. Here i 'm now moved in to another place , started my new life here and i guess i need to take some times to suit with new place and new housemates...duhhhh...


* I don't what to say
And why I feel this way
And when I think of you
I know it's sad but true
Now that the bond is broken
Undo all the words that were spoken
And now I got to make up
This is what I want you to know
(Goodbye) Goodbye
(My friend) Oh my friend
This time
This is the end
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We will meet again
I don't know what to do
Cause now I'm here without you
How can I heal this pain
When all there is is blame
I looking for a new start
(Looking for a new start)
So I can mend this broken heart
And now I got to let go
This is what I want you to know
(Goodbye) Oh~ Goodbye
(My friend) Yeah~
This time
This is the end
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We will meet again
I cannot wait for till there a chance
I must move on now
And leave the pain inside
Cause just give me the strength
Cause I cannot wait

(Goodbye) Goodbye (My friend) Oh~
This time
This is the end (This is the end)
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We'll meet again (You're all my friend)
(Goodbye) Oh~ (My friend)
This time
This is the end (This is the end) Oh~
(So long) So long (My friend)
I hope that one day
We'll meet again
I don't what to say
And why I feel this way*


From L2M - Goodbye



Really, this song speak for me , with no restraint T.T

Goodbye everything in 128-5-4, memories will forever kept in my mind and lastly...

All the best to you all in future , fly high and get all what you desires :)

Good luck to you and me!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

- Life is a matter of choice -

February , is a headache month for me, filling with searching , searching and searching...

I sticked with my stupid + lousy + heavy PC all day along since i came back KL from my lovely hometown. Sit in front of my monitor, draws my eyes up and down, click here and there , almost drive me crazy T.T My brain now just filled with house notices and job street notices , and it always make me in dilemma, as it all about the choice huh...




Yea, life is all about making choice and choice drives up give and take in future. Finally, I've decided and I made my choice .I do hope, it may not be the best choice, but at least is a not bad choice :)

So, what is your choice?

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

- Can i have a bite?-

Oh my dear lil green apple, I'm kinda hungry now ... can i have a bite?
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duh~Tak boleh makan pulak :P

You looks so nice, so cute lil , trendy and so yummy...

*I 'm In love with you*






Monday, February 16, 2009

- Previous taggie - answers changed -

I did this taggie in my previous blog. This is the 1st taggie that i've done and now i feel like want to repost here as i make some amendment for some of my answer. What to do, women likes to change, heard before?LOL

[01] Name: Jane Tong Wei Chean
[02] Nickname: arJane , arTong , ahJean,waijean,jeanjean
[03] Married: single
[04] Zodiac Sign: Justice Libra
[05] Gender: of course…female
[06] Age: 24 ++ aiksss
[07] High School: SMJK Ave Maria Convent Ipoh
[08] College: Tunku Abdul Rahman College
[09] Height: about 160cm
[10] Weight: It's a sad number to me :(
[11] Do you like yourself: when I’m happy, ya
[12] Piercings: 2 , since age 10
[13] Right or left: Right
[14] Are you a freak: for somebody, yes I am, maybe:P
[15] Hair: superb black and long straight hair
[16] Skin: Don’t have very good skin,oily.
[17] Allergic: Snake ( so gerli~) and yam
[18] What are you doing now: surf net
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: going to sleep and meet mr.chow.
[20] What will you do 10 years later: work like a cow

FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: No, unless I back ipoh
[22] Siblings (included you): Sister, brother , me
[23] Eldest: my lovely sister
[24] Youngest: Me, yeah
[25] Love/hate your family: LOVE til DIE

MY ONE AND ONLY
[26] You found your another half: No, nobody want
[27] If yes, who is he/she: haiz…
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: him lo
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: ½ times
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): yes
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): maybe yes, maybe no
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: no guah
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: hmm…
[34] Ever argue with your other half: of course .
[35] You with your other half since: still nobody take la ok :(
[36] Are you straight/lesbo: very and definitely Straight
[37] Reasons you love your other half: No reason , feelings and intuitions
[38] You and your other half in which stage: nothing at all
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: not dare to think

FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: syee mun
[42] Your first enemy: can't remember
[43] The friend you love the most: love everyone
[44] The enemy you hate the most (1 only): who?
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: HER la...
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: HIM la…
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: super big liar
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: not gentlemen, not single minded
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: No
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabs you: very hurt
[52] If your friend betray you: disappointed,very Hurt
[53] If your friend woo your lover: say goodbye to my lover and friend :p
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: if I like him too, why not just have a try.
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend:Be there for him la.


STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: of course not...muahaha
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: sure, will only get done in last minutes:P
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Dr.cheah?
[59] Always late to school/college: no bus mah late lo
[60] Your class: APR2b2
[61] You love your seniors: siapa dia orang?
[62] Senior who you love the most: huh?
[63] Your classmates good/bad: good
[64] Excellent result classmate: top student
[65] Laziest classmate: still thinking of…is who

PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: brilliant?
[67] Stupid people: me huh?
[68] Good looking people: easy to get attention.
[69] Ugly people: Used to be neglected .
[70] Funny people: I like people who can make me laugh :)
[71] Cute people:Can i have a bite?lol
[72] Bad people: get away from me and my friends please
[73] Honest people: I love honest
[74] Acting people:Good pretender
[75] You are what kind of people: Sentimental, hesitate, considerate, sometimes can be so funny, but also can be so speechless.

PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: lips…my eyes so small :(
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs...feel so warm
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach, eat is happiness
[81] Listener or talker: can be good listener, also can be good talker too, depends.
[82] Romantic or rich: both, can?
[83] Good husband or Good Father: good husband. Generally good husband can be good father …hope so..haha

FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: can’t predict. Hopefully before 30
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2 or 3
[86] Career: Good employment and hopefully it’s what I want
[87] Salary: good money and better living
[88] Retirement age: Government said 55 …i wish can be earlier
[89] Properties value: old gu po house?
[90] Wishes: many many wish…am I greedy? Hehehe

Sunday, February 15, 2009

- 懒人 -

一个人在家久了,变懒了,比以前更懒。

懒得跑出去,懒得梳头发,懒得上厕所把门关上。。。反正一个人,随便什么都可以。

肚子饿的时候, pergi cari instant mee...
再不然, pergi cari roti...
口渴想要来杯什么, pergi korek nescafe...
口痒的时候, pergi cari biscuit...

最近头发掉多了,不知道是不是最近的生活都不太健康的缘故,头皮开始抗议了。还是。。。

想太多了?

- The future is called "perhaps," which is the only possible thing to call the future. And the only important thing is not to allow that to scare you.- Tennessee Williams, Orpheus Descending, 1957

Thursday, February 12, 2009

- Cried -


Today i cried.

I cry over a song , cried like a shit.I just don't know why my tears were dropped suddenly when i listened to the song by Rainie Yang.Funny?

带我走

带我走 到遥远的以后
Take me away to the far future
带走我 一个人自转的寂寞
To take away my self rotation of the loneliness
带我走 就算我的爱 你的自由
Take me away even my love your freedom
都将成为泡沫
will become bubble
我不怕 带我走
I'm not afraid Take me away

(stupid translation, don't laugh at me ok?)

I cried so long and so hard, I don't even know what I cried about.I cried all of my tears and felt like shit. I feel like I'm left alone, speaking to myself. I'm lost.

Maybe i'm tired of something, maybe I cried because I care. Maybe the song was poisoning me...maybe just to release , maybe i need a shoulder, or maybe... and maybe... i don't know.

How i wish ...there'll be someone to take me away...to the far future and show me the direction...

- 我没有你想像中那么坚强 我只是擅长用微笑去伪装 不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢 我偶尔也会慌 -

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

- Valentine -

I received a valentine MMS from my lovely "bf" --> si Hotlink at mid of January, right before Chinese new year.Here is the picture:


What a lovely heart in red!Need no to inform me Valentine is coming so so so early like that ...Person like me still single and nobody want , Valentine is just non of my business...left only bitter heart :(

okok, let me plan for my Valentine this year...

1st --> Go to 7-11 buy a chocolate for myself
2nd --> Lay on sofa
3rd --> Listen to songs
4th --> Sleep.. ZZZZzzzzzz

Sound so lame! Can i have something different?Maybe a bouquet, movie, dinner, surprise, an eeyore.....

STOP DREAMING DONKEY!!! it will never happen, at least not now ... hahaha

Lastly,

Happy Valentine to you . Be treasure and appreciate :)

~ 爱没年期时限 一天可以恋一生的爱 ~ Be my valentine - Leo Ku

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

- 永远 forever -

永远究竟有多远?

合与分只是一瞬间的事,一句我不爱你了就可以把从前的一切一切给切掉。甜言蜜语给忘掉,照片删掉, 说过的誓言更抛到大西洋去。剩下什么?只有讽刺。

是的, 我会永远爱你。说出口的永远,到底有多远?

是感情太过儿戏,还是永远再也不能保证些什么,唯有放弃才能走出另一条生路?

我 ,不敢相信永远。

10 ways to "play" with eeyore

10 ways to "play" with eeyore (or should i say torture?)

1st way : make up



2nd way : pinch til it looks "flat"



3rd way :Hanging on wall lamp


4th way : nip wardrobe



5th way:deep eyes 深邃的眼睛?



6th way: give spec?




7th way : hanging oneself (oh No!!)


8th way : SM eeyore




9th way : Hanging outside the balcony (hanging again!?!!!)





Lastly : Tuck eeyore head into sofa!!!埋头苦干?


Salute my housemates creativity? I'm speechless yet i was shaking my head and taken all this photos with devil laughs.hahaha.

Pity eeyore...


Monday, February 9, 2009

- Excellent thoughts -

I received a forward mail from a friend. Feel like to share this out here , which i think it's good to remember through our whole life :)


























Life still goes on and we were motivated to move on...

Saturday, February 7, 2009

- What i did in this Chinese New Year -

快呵,农历新年就快结束了。这个农历新年没什么特别,我还是这样过。红包,柑,糕饼,肉干,电视, 少不了。

唯一和往年不同的是, 我家多了个小人儿,我的外甥女,我爱死她了。。。


my niece,cute?有没有可爱?^^

少不了一年一度的CNY activity, 回金马仑拜年,拜见奶奶和叔伯兄弟, 闲话家长。在那里就只是吃阿吃,看下电视,给人审问下近况,就酱。唯一做的运动就是两家屋子两边跑。幸好,距离不远,可晚上走在路上冷风迎面吹来,冷个要命。
with mum at uncle house, cameron highland :)





eeyore twins love mandarin oranges, and...astro?!


再来就是和好姐妹们聚会。一年才那么一次,大伙儿聚在一起。多年的交情和磨合只有让我们互相接受彼此的所有,更好, 更有默契。




Gathering at bliss - my dearie, 爱你们 :)

今年是以不大快乐和彷惶的心情过这个农历新年。明年会是如何,天晓得。我期望明年会更好。

很老土的一句话,表笑我呵。

- A coincidence is a small miracle-

my new blog, new chapter , new beginning

A new year;

A new start;

A new chapter;

A new beginning, and yes, finally ...

A new blog , My new blog here ...

Nothing special . Just tell and share with others what's happening in my life with simple words in this new space.

My words to be continues...